When I was small had a very good, with no gaps. I remember feeling at times, moments of great happiness and others a tightness in the chest, an anguish that was growing. To the extent that I was forming an identity, this oppression increased. And out of adolescence I began to question why. Why was this. If living conditions were so good and could recognize them, Why did not feel happiness?
I had been taught that it should be emphasized, and it had me worried and successful at it, I was filled with accomplishments. A more achievements, more oppression. Unusual but it did. Suddenly he was carrying the burden of responsibility and the flag of the good girl and PerfectIt. Everything you taught me in school and the family was destined to be better, more prepared, more thoughtful, more educated. Be good, tidy, perfect and loving, was another type of cloud. These came mainly from my grandmother.
"Happiness and unhappiness come and go. If we have a proper perspective, the world appears quiet and cozy. Usually people do not know what or who they are, and speak of having lost their way, or talk about my life or the lives of others as something that is owned or lost. Life is over and we move within it, not ours as we conceive of entities. "(R. Malak. Radiance Non-dual. 5.19)
At 19 I took the first step in this research through psychoanalysis. Certainly it emerged quickly this matter, that this predisposition was to try to satisfy what was expected of me and a successful outcome was a burden that was accepted. My psychoanalyst was a well-educated and intelligent woman and I am very grateful but so far we could go in our sessions. I was discharged this dissatisfaction oppressive but still there. At times. Life gave me a lime and other sand. In general it was a good life, and I followed those typical fluctuations of 30 more or less where things got started so intense existential questioning.
"To believe that we are a separate entity, is what builds the problem of all, once we took the error appears true happiness. This recognition comes I am, so that while we are informed of the presence and having once tasted and harmony, which is hidden under the appearances, we let the external world perceptions and bodily sensations are deployed freely in the awareness cozy until the full background of spontaneously display. "(R. Malak. Glow No-dual. 5.18)
In all subjects there is a deeper understanding that shines like the view from the very origin of being. In the gradual construction of an ego to respond to social needs is covering the identity radiant. Then the essential intelligence, in a subtle, calls, as a warning signal that triggers the form of suffering. Given the lack of understanding of how the constraints have become extremely important in our ways of seeing and understanding what we experience, we assume that what we deliver and learning society is appropriate. Thus, the call of brightness and happiness inherent intelligence to be, without being this and that is confused with a search for something that should be obtained. Better or more successful, or more money or more things. Or have a partner or family or company. In other cases is to obtain knowledge. The radiant look shown obscured in this search. We're putting lenses, filters.
"If happiness is something we do not have and must be built or is to come, means that it is impermanent, so it is something that is endless. The experiences cause suffering and happiness, are movements in consciousness. That happiness seeks to provoke, after a while, unhappiness. "(R. Malak. Glow No-dual. 5.18)
That is how I felt and that load my chest pressed . The purity of being shown in every child was covering with the veil of being and doing duty achievements seeking to complete a successful identity. He was responding to what was required of me, and not because I felt malquerida, was worshiped as the world since it emerged in me. It was a willingness to be complacent that came with the whole package appear to exist. This seed was already in the bag of my speech, and she was receiving, accepting, which were planted in the future.
"Life is the manifestation of the Divine. When we realize that, of the reality that beats us, it will show all the secrets, as she moves us to go beyond limited consciousness. That I am, the self, will still be available if and what constitutes the highest happiness. This is what I am. "(R. Malak. Radiance Non-dual. 5.18)
After all these years still continues the story, as it happens to all people living in this world, feeling some separation, some knowing and living the non-membership in any of this. Every night to sleep, waking up every morning and this morning, as has become customary, has indeed been glorious, glory available to anyone who can not notice this space to be someone and do not belong to anything, that moment that the placidity of sleep and wakefulness with glimpses of mindfulness that allows varying degrees of understanding are intertwined. The moment of awakening before attachment occurs when the duty of the day.
"This walk on the path fills us with happiness, there will be time for a meeting inside. Very clearly recognized that ignorance was building, transforming it in the viewer. It's like taking the weight of body and mind, relax and free your mind and enjoy. You do not have to do anything, body and mind are comfortable and if you do not have any thought, that's good. Occasionally seen with particular interest collected internally, leaving the rest of the day as long to solve the problems of the time, pretending to be an ordinary person. With the mind produces the duality and the attachment relationship with the body and appreciation to the state dual gradually tend to dissolve. "(R. Malak. Radiance Non-dual. 4.2)
this morning I have been sailing the waters of absolute happiness and unpolluted, watching all this with such precision. The overall simplicity of being left confused by the identity, the construct of a personality and a curriculum, ways of being and achievements or to obtain. Be is so open and candid, I am fully aware and happiness, however the appearance of the self, is like putting a nail in the midst of infinite space and a string called attention called knots and attachment, begin to tie feelings and ideas with which to build the web of identity.
"The bottom line is right here, right now. And built the external world as an expression of our feelings, just as we build the inner structure. The outside world responds to this internal structure, to our way of feeling and doing. When we ignore what we are mentally fabricate a self that seeks to replace Be and we stick to that I feared and needed, then the protection of that false sense of self becomes the motivating force of action. "(R. Malak. Radiance Non-dual. 5.18)
Seeing this, fully aware of all this, it happens an understanding that is beyond the scope of the concepts or knowledge. Resting in this look, radiant and non-judgmental observation, peace, happiness and joy of being, not this or that, not me or the other, one being, are evident. You taste the fullness that does not belong to anyone but what I am, beyond definition. In the absence of me and mine, being himself shines in all its fullness.
"For many years or decades, we have been concerned only to the exterior, to accumulate resources, thus it is not possible to obtain peace, harmony, happiness, because those things are forming seeds of ignorance. When we face the truth there is a before and after. The fundamental difference between before and after unwrapping the realization is that this mechanism is perceived to be dissolved and its functions as a dualistic personality and selfish, because he realizes that there is an individual and never was. "(R . Malak. Radiance Non-dual. 4.2)
That mental function to keep happening is something that they are understood. Thus the mind organized the identity and cobwebs longer conditioning service and is available to the self, as essential intelligence, and understanding. Hence all the qualities can be derived beautiful human expression, not as acquisitions, but as natural. Love is not something that belongs to the identity. Intelligence, creativity, constructive, solidarity ... anything that belongs to anyone, because they are the natural aspects of the self, the divine, which expresses the essence of unfettered ego.
"Mired in daily activities, is required to be aware of itself. Once we do, flowing impressions and impulses of the real and divine aspect of ourselves, the self slowly makes its influence, until it overcomes all of our thoughts and daily experiences. This created harmony, beauty and high influences internal critical consciousness that fills the hearts and minds with real inspiration to our true place in life, the universe and all living beings. External knowledge is a shell compared to the knowledge of the Self where the priceless treasures waiting indescribable. There is the inexhaustible wealth of the Self, the spark of divinity, there are no bankruptcy, is full of spiritual treasure, the splendor of the Self to be enjoyed forever. Indeed, it appears as background integral happiness, not as a phenomenal state, full of experience of his presence, but is no residual pain and anguish and unhappiness, just complete happiness. "(R. Malak. Radiance Non-dual . 5.2)
The performance is always new. How happy the way we recovered, it never lost!
Maria Luisa 
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