" When I can not hurt me more because I feel another pang through my entire body, is nothing like feeling that my life is over slowly, and not because they are sick or because I want to kill all the fault of the feelings and emotions that inadvertently take away my life. Although you can not see the blood through my skin, but can not hear the nails of thousands of souls tear my flesh. I cut to release endorphins, to feel more pain, for drugging my senses and surrender to pleasure with a sigh. "
Pain is the only emotion that does not disappoint you , because it always hurts , so you know it or not ... still there, no matter if you get over it because it keeps coming back, at a different time in a different time ... I always thought that life was not so difficult, but when I feel like dying of pain you realize that life is very hard. I guess the most important thing is show that does not hurt, I do not mind, but in truth is quite the opposite, that no one can feel sorry for me, and do not ask because I am well. However, I think the most painful is when you feel pain , when so much suffering you become unable to feel, when the tears do not appear, and your body stops shaking, while presumably get to the peace .. . It is not that masochistic, but I like to feel pain, because only then I can know I'm alive .
ever hear the pain makes you human, sometimes I wonder How I can be human? , and I conclude that there is pain evil, are feelings that come from my own humanity, of what I feel , my helplessness, rejection, of my misery of the urge to scream to the world that I do not care, even lie. I disagree with those who say that the pain is testing death, because in death there is no pain, she chose to die is because he wants to stop suffering , perhaps the pain is to live life. Gradually, I realized that thanks the pain you learn to defend themselves, which sometimes is better a shell that makes you be cold, to avoid many misunderstandings, pain is merely an emotional expression and sense, a way to tie to reality, and to make down to earth, is like breathing or eating ... Sometimes in my moments of craziness, I think if I can go on a diet, then I can do something to stop feeling pain, suppose if I save, I must make my own happiness .
Sadly I have come to realize that fled in pain, I try to hide , I do everything possible to not go out or a piece of suffering of my being, and although now I can hardly pain, feeling alive, well that is life is about that, and pain is only part of the human essence .
8:54 pm
Barquisimeto 03/03/1908 - Vzla
Pd: It's just a letter.
Pain is the only emotion that does not disappoint you , because it always hurts , so you know it or not ... still there, no matter if you get over it because it keeps coming back, at a different time in a different time ... I always thought that life was not so difficult, but when I feel like dying of pain you realize that life is very hard. I guess the most important thing is show that does not hurt, I do not mind, but in truth is quite the opposite, that no one can feel sorry for me, and do not ask because I am well. However, I think the most painful is when you feel pain , when so much suffering you become unable to feel, when the tears do not appear, and your body stops shaking, while presumably get to the peace .. . It is not that masochistic, but I like to feel pain, because only then I can know I'm alive .
ever hear the pain makes you human, sometimes I wonder How I can be human? , and I conclude that there is pain evil, are feelings that come from my own humanity, of what I feel , my helplessness, rejection, of my misery of the urge to scream to the world that I do not care, even lie. I disagree with those who say that the pain is testing death, because in death there is no pain, she chose to die is because he wants to stop suffering , perhaps the pain is to live life. Gradually, I realized that thanks the pain you learn to defend themselves, which sometimes is better a shell that makes you be cold, to avoid many misunderstandings, pain is merely an emotional expression and sense, a way to tie to reality, and to make down to earth, is like breathing or eating ... Sometimes in my moments of craziness, I think if I can go on a diet, then I can do something to stop feeling pain, suppose if I save, I must make my own happiness .
Sadly I have come to realize that fled in pain, I try to hide , I do everything possible to not go out or a piece of suffering of my being, and although now I can hardly pain, feeling alive, well that is life is about that, and pain is only part of the human essence .
8:54 pm
Barquisimeto 03/03/1908 - Vzla
Pd: It's just a letter.
