A farewell never looked for, but today feels more tangible than the gulf that separates us. All these words I was slowly accumulating in the walls of my room are you meant, but I never had the courage to do, like kisses on my skin that were prisoners. And now that I think, life is but a dream, a dream that you have already attracted ... I try not to regret for being such a coward, so weak, so fragile, not to tell you through every one of those words, I love you crammed over me not forget the "you are my sunshine" near "you has become my all, "and the tears that once permeated the life got the better of me, while life was stronger than you, and that inadvertently wrote the world's largest hate," left me, damn selfish ... Your
forces vanished in the time you closed your eyes and you gave into the unknown. Today I remember that you were never alone, we always were the two simply forget that we were one, and we parted. This is not a letter for you, is a letter for me to make me understand that I have you no more, you disappeared and neither you nor I were able to realize only when we react too late, and I lost, I lost.
Life becomes so complicated that at one point everything becomes absurd, and I only have the desire to want to go with you, and I have nothing left worth fighting for, and not a kiss is good now because I know you are not. Since I have nothing to want, I have no strength to walk, not a life to go. Everything is in order, so calm, so warm, yet I feel empty, and I have no reason to stay, I know it's selfish, but I try to understand Why you and not me?.
The day you said: "I want to be with you for all eternity damn, I thought you know, you thought ... But now I understand it was not very seriously, you forgot to do so and leave me in the first attempt. Look in the mirror trying to find your face, like those times looking lost you sank into it. But you are no longer, and only sometimes when the weather is good I feel your aroma, your purity close to me, I like to believe you are here, but I regret to say that is just part of my imagination. Sometimes I look for an excuse to believe that you burn in flames just because it's just, life is always just and when you wake up and charges you bill.
Be fair or not is not important, look for a reason, to escape without shame, without fear scream, feel the wind, live for the first time, that's the important thing I know, I have only fear to start to live without you I realized that never were indispensable for me, and understand that we are all disposable, and you did me, and I feel that I will with you. And
inadvertently without accepting it at all, without realizing, your memories, your smile, your looks, your words, your lips, your bloody lips, your smell, your walk, your joy short-lived and the way how to accept the reality whatever, they go little by little about me, are moments that destilled in time, and cleared my mind giving way to other things, perhaps simpler, perhaps less important, but as part of my present, my now.
Kisses that were stored in a drawer, lips that now refuse to die knowing that they were never able to kiss you. Hugs not reached their destination, coupled with knowing glances anything. I could not see you'd go, and now I'm charging so would ... Still can not get figure out who to hate more, because you leave or me to let you go ... If you still stay by my side, please wake me, just as you wake up, when I turn your life ignoring my heart. Cursed
defect was stronger than I am, your cut will look like you left in my soul, and although they are difficult to see, burn like hell itself, burning from the inside out, and my phone does not ring, but although I know I will not get anything even waiting for your response. Your thousands of freckles fade one by one, red hair or was it brown?, As it does not matter, I have forgotten as well as your eyes and lips, as your belief and your desire to protect myself, knowing full well that I must protect.
Now there are only wanting to remove your name permanently from forgetting I ever thought that we were one, without being really, who loves you so desperately to forget to include you in the package, you never knew what I felt for you, and and now that I know of no good, I will not be able to kiss you.
02/29/1908 01:06 PM
Barqto - Vzla
forces vanished in the time you closed your eyes and you gave into the unknown. Today I remember that you were never alone, we always were the two simply forget that we were one, and we parted. This is not a letter for you, is a letter for me to make me understand that I have you no more, you disappeared and neither you nor I were able to realize only when we react too late, and I lost, I lost.
Life becomes so complicated that at one point everything becomes absurd, and I only have the desire to want to go with you, and I have nothing left worth fighting for, and not a kiss is good now because I know you are not. Since I have nothing to want, I have no strength to walk, not a life to go. Everything is in order, so calm, so warm, yet I feel empty, and I have no reason to stay, I know it's selfish, but I try to understand Why you and not me?.
The day you said: "I want to be with you for all eternity damn, I thought you know, you thought ... But now I understand it was not very seriously, you forgot to do so and leave me in the first attempt. Look in the mirror trying to find your face, like those times looking lost you sank into it. But you are no longer, and only sometimes when the weather is good I feel your aroma, your purity close to me, I like to believe you are here, but I regret to say that is just part of my imagination. Sometimes I look for an excuse to believe that you burn in flames just because it's just, life is always just and when you wake up and charges you bill.
Be fair or not is not important, look for a reason, to escape without shame, without fear scream, feel the wind, live for the first time, that's the important thing I know, I have only fear to start to live without you I realized that never were indispensable for me, and understand that we are all disposable, and you did me, and I feel that I will with you. And
inadvertently without accepting it at all, without realizing, your memories, your smile, your looks, your words, your lips, your bloody lips, your smell, your walk, your joy short-lived and the way how to accept the reality whatever, they go little by little about me, are moments that destilled in time, and cleared my mind giving way to other things, perhaps simpler, perhaps less important, but as part of my present, my now.
Kisses that were stored in a drawer, lips that now refuse to die knowing that they were never able to kiss you. Hugs not reached their destination, coupled with knowing glances anything. I could not see you'd go, and now I'm charging so would ... Still can not get figure out who to hate more, because you leave or me to let you go ... If you still stay by my side, please wake me, just as you wake up, when I turn your life ignoring my heart. Cursed
defect was stronger than I am, your cut will look like you left in my soul, and although they are difficult to see, burn like hell itself, burning from the inside out, and my phone does not ring, but although I know I will not get anything even waiting for your response. Your thousands of freckles fade one by one, red hair or was it brown?, As it does not matter, I have forgotten as well as your eyes and lips, as your belief and your desire to protect myself, knowing full well that I must protect.
Now there are only wanting to remove your name permanently from forgetting I ever thought that we were one, without being really, who loves you so desperately to forget to include you in the package, you never knew what I felt for you, and and now that I know of no good, I will not be able to kiss you.
02/29/1908 01:06 PM
Barqto - Vzla
