Friday, November 28, 2008

Men Legs In Underwear

is not always blue I dreamed about you - I can forget

I dreamed about you, and sometimes sleep with me when I try to escape reality, when I try invent a different world ... But I dreamed faceless, and even if you did not have I knew instantly it was you, and I had no doubt about that, and as I knew I'm still not sure, but I dreamed faceless, and even though you did not have kissed me, giving me no chance to react, kissed me, and nobody had ever could kiss me like you did, and no one could ever make me feel like you did. Never received a kiss well, because in the dream I stole it, I stole that kiss I was always waiting for you. I dreamed you, I dreamed that I would kiss, I dreamed that you did ... A soft kiss, a tender kiss, kiss slow, deliberate kiss without premeditation, and I remember every step you took for each one of them stuck in my mind, and remember your smell makes me feel safe, but I think it will happen again in the future, has only been a dream, which I would have liked to not wake up, and while I have you do not actually know that I'll never forget.



29/Nov/08 1:27 a.m.-Vzla
Barqto

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Digital Playground Ps3 Streaming

Other than willing


I am a slave to my own feelings, and I'm not proud of many of the things I've done, but I can not erase. I am a slave to my own feelings and do not want to think about how disappointed I am and not want to think about how happy I am not being. I am a slave to my own thoughts, and do not understand because they monopolize each phrase that appears in my mind when I try not to think about when I think no more.

I realized that I just write when I'm depressed and do not know why today I have more desire to end the day than any other day, I am afraid, I'm afraid I could not hear what I'm screaming inside. I feel afraid, afraid, very afraid and did not want to sleep but I do not want to be awake, I miss the rain today just another day, and I miss how happy I've never been, because I was never happy enough for a long time, sometimes I'm just conformist and I'm content with being or may be, sometimes I would leave me wanting more today I want power, and power really, and I really need, and I do not want more faults, I do not want that either, I'm a little disgusted with incomplete paragraphs, and words that are spoken but not heard.

I can not go with my everything with me anything more I can not now absent absent body, as I can not the past, or future introduce are remember and many things that many others wanted no clear can .


12/10/1908 11:24 pm

Barqto - Vzla