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I am a slave to my own feelings, and I'm not proud of many of the things I've done, but I can not erase. I am a slave to my own feelings and do not want to think about how disappointed I am and not want to think about how happy I am not being. I am a slave to my own thoughts, and do not understand because they monopolize each phrase that appears in my mind when I try not to think about when I think no more.

I realized that I just write when I'm depressed and do not know why today I have more desire to end the day than any other day, I am afraid, I'm afraid I could not hear what I'm screaming inside. I feel afraid, afraid, very afraid and did not want to sleep but I do not want to be awake, I miss the rain today just another day, and I miss how happy I've never been, because I was never happy enough for a long time, sometimes I'm just conformist and I'm content with being or may be, sometimes I would leave me wanting more today I want power, and power really, and I really need, and I do not want more faults, I do not want that either, I'm a little disgusted with incomplete paragraphs, and words that are spoken but not heard.

I can not go with my everything with me anything more I can not now absent absent body, as I can not the past, or future introduce are remember and many things that many others wanted no clear can .

12/10/1908 11:24 pm

Barqto - Vzla